The Paranoid Ramblings of a Pretentious Artist

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Tuesday December 29, 2009

kay so anger, nbd right? just ignore it, push it aside, put it on the dl and move on

BUT YOU CANT cuz the anger is now there. chillin and shit, and ur like cmon anger p.o im tryna get my shit done, tryna move on, tryna beat the down of life you know

but it hits you. YOURE FUCKING ANGRY BABY! ANGRY LIKE A MOTHERFUCKER!

hits you again, and again, and again, and again

you try to maybe keep it on the Dee Elle, maybe kick it to the curb, roll it off your back. but you aint no duck, you dont got no water-resistant feathers. if you were a duck youd quack quack quack and no one wants to here a quacker quack about shit they dont know about

so instead of hypocritically quacking you burst forth in unbridled and unadulterated anger. spewing forth prose not meant for the people of the most and all this fucks with their mind. and all this anger is spewing much like cum from the dick of a pre-pubescent boy not ready to cum yet not willing to hold on to that own increasingly slippier bar of withdrawal

so you yell and you bitch and cuss and you fight with your eyes wide shut and ignoring all the light thats shouting your anger down, making it small and you sit in a ball wonder what the wall is doing broken in two

and why is your mother crying on the floor and you realize that with your eyes wide shut and anger spewing forth you accidentally shit on your birth fighter and completely effed up her psyche to the point

where words dont make no sense and words wont make no sense so therefore words have no sense

she should not have been there, she should have moved on, she should know better and its not my fault

except that the anger is sitting quietly inside your chest laughing quite contently cuz he knows he is the best and it isnt anyones fault for having made you feel this way, cept the fucker on fourth street burning your subway sandwhich

so the point of this all is that anger is a part of life and dont quack about it, dont ignore it, dont drop it like a bad habit that nun over there is wearing. sit, chill, take a hit, and let it roll right down to your toes

your toes kick anger ass, why else would they be on the feet. and if you cant roll it down to your toes, get new shows cuz the ones youve got now are a 10, but your an 11 which is a big deal for most people

most woman

most gay men

most people concerned about the theoretical size of your prophetical phallic which could be the right term or could not be but thats okay, unless you correct me

in which case i’ll get mad.